Masaya ba talaga ako?

Isang tanong pero hindi naman talaga alam kung ano ba talaga ang sagot, naguguluhan kasi ako ayoko pumasok sa isang bagay na hindi ako sure, gusto ko kasi committed ako hindi naman habambuhay  na maglalaro lang ako. I’ll be turning 21 this June yet’ hindi ko talaga masasabi na masaya ako sa buhay ko para kasing may kulang.

Gusto ko na kasing pumasok sa isang seryosong relasyon, hindi man perfect pero ‘yung lalaking maiintindihan ako, tatanggapin ako ng buong buo at kung sino man ako. Hindi ako choosy naninigurado lang ako hindi rin naman ako takot magrisk gusto ko lang is yung may assurance ako.

Isa yan sa mga prayers ko na sana ibigay na ni Lord yung taong magpapasaya sa akin, gusto ko na kasi yung laging magdadate kami lalo na ngayon at may trabaho ako, yung mga eksenang susunduin ka sa office kahit wala siyang kotse, simple lang naman yung gusto ko yung kikiligin ako sa mga simpleng bagay na hindi mapapantayan ng pera. 

Siguro nga kung papasok ako ulit sa relasyon feeling ko this time mas baliw ako lahat naman tayo baliw pagdating sa pag-ibig, gusto ko ng mas sumaya ulit, hindi ako titigil na ipagdasal yan’ kasi alam kong may lalaking nakalaan para sa akin. <3

Hi! :)

Look who&#8217;s my ulam for tonight! HAHHAA! #JakeEjercito 😺😸😻😽🙀 (at Home Sweet Home)

Look who’s my ulam for tonight! HAHHAA! #JakeEjercito 😺😸😻😽🙀 (at Home Sweet Home)

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Sunday x Morning x Sesh. I love you girls. ❤️🌃🚬🍸🍺 #college (at Evia Lifestyle Center)

Sunday x Morning x Sesh. I love you girls. ❤️🌃🚬🍸🍺 #college (at Evia Lifestyle Center)

Friday night with Kalbo. Haha! @markjhumel1 😁🌠👍🍴 (at Sea Side Mall of Asia)

Friday night with Kalbo. Haha! @markjhumel1 😁🌠👍🍴 (at Sea Side Mall of Asia)

Brave the waters, bask in the sun, go on adventures, pamper yourself and eat good food here at Residencia De Palo Maria!

Contact us: 
Address: Maniwaya, Santa Cruz, Marinduque, 4902 Santa Cruz, Marinduque, Philippines 
Mobile No: 
09192375633/ 09258670312&#160;
Telephone No: 
(046)4160468

Website: http://rdpmbeachresort.com

🗾🚣🏊👙👓❤️⭐️☀️🌊 (at Marinduque Residence)

Brave the waters, bask in the sun, go on adventures, pamper yourself and eat good food here at Residencia De Palo Maria!

Contact us:
Address: Maniwaya, Santa Cruz, Marinduque, 4902 Santa Cruz, Marinduque, Philippines
Mobile No:
09192375633/ 09258670312 
Telephone No:
(046)4160468

Website: http://rdpmbeachresort.com

🗾🚣🏊👙👓❤️⭐️☀️🌊 (at Marinduque Residence)

Letting go and Letting GOD.🙏 This is the first time that I have attended this kind of activity that will lasts for 13 Sundays. I really don’t know what to expect of it and what I should be doing. All I know is I need guidance and pagbabalik loob na rin , I&#8217;m not type of person who goes to church every Sunday coz I believe dasal lang pwede na.

This is the message of the Lord to me during my first Sunday that in whatever we do and whatever situation we are, always have the FAITH, the HOPE and THE LOVE that the Lord will never forsake us nor leave us astray. That in times of our weaknesses we are at our strongest. That in times were we feel that our world crumbles, there is a GREAT GOD who says have FAITH in me, for I will carry you and you will be strong. For I am bigger than your crosses.

P.S. Alam ko matatawa kayo kasi puro alak at party lang ang alam ko. Haha (at Singles for Christ)

Letting go and Letting GOD.🙏 This is the first time that I have attended this kind of activity that will lasts for 13 Sundays. I really don’t know what to expect of it and what I should be doing. All I know is I need guidance and pagbabalik loob na rin , I’m not type of person who goes to church every Sunday coz I believe dasal lang pwede na.

This is the message of the Lord to me during my first Sunday that in whatever we do and whatever situation we are, always have the FAITH, the HOPE and THE LOVE that the Lord will never forsake us nor leave us astray. That in times of our weaknesses we are at our strongest. That in times were we feel that our world crumbles, there is a GREAT GOD who says have FAITH in me, for I will carry you and you will be strong. For I am bigger than your crosses.

P.S. Alam ko matatawa kayo kasi puro alak at party lang ang alam ko. Haha (at Singles for Christ)

Brunch: Kitkat x Nutella.☔️😍🍫🍴 (at Home Sweet Home)

Brunch: Kitkat x Nutella.☔️😍🍫🍴 (at Home Sweet Home)

And I decided to cook own version of ramyun for breakfast. Happy Thursday everyone!🍜❤️🏡 #homefromwork  (at Home Sweet Home)

And I decided to cook own version of ramyun for breakfast. Happy Thursday everyone!🍜❤️🏡 #homefromwork (at Home Sweet Home)

TRUE!👍

TRUE!👍

SLOW PROGRESS is better than NO PROGRESS.😈👍👙🐷 ✔️Discipline
✔️Workout
✔️Detox
✔️Motivation
✔️Focus (at Home Sweet Home)

SLOW PROGRESS is better than NO PROGRESS.😈👍👙🐷 ✔️Discipline
✔️Workout
✔️Detox
✔️Motivation
✔️Focus (at Home Sweet Home)

Sportswear: Matador by Karl Balao.🐗 @awesomejah  (at Colegio de San Juan de Letran Calamba)

Sportswear: Matador by Karl Balao.🐗 @awesomejah (at Colegio de San Juan de Letran Calamba)

Best in National Costume. Davao ready na ba kayo? Chos! We may not able to bring home the crown still this is the best pageant ever and this is not the ending, more pageants to cum I mean come. Next Miss Resorts World, PAGCOR Phil, Miss Earth, Miss Cavite and more. Abangans! @awesomejah #MutyNgPrisaa2014 #Calabarzon #Laguna  (at Colegio de San Juan de Letran Calamba)

Best in National Costume. Davao ready na ba kayo? Chos! We may not able to bring home the crown still this is the best pageant ever and this is not the ending, more pageants to cum I mean come. Next Miss Resorts World, PAGCOR Phil, Miss Earth, Miss Cavite and more. Abangans! @awesomejah #MutyNgPrisaa2014 #Calabarzon #Laguna (at Colegio de San Juan de Letran Calamba)

"Sapat ng alam mong mahal kita"

Nakakainis. Nakakalungkot. Nakakabagot.

Hindi ko alam kung paano ko ba to’ sisimulan dahil hindi ko na talaga alam kung ano bang dapat gawin pero isa lang sigurado MAHAL KITA at ikaw yung klase ng tao na gusto kong makasama sa future.

Alam kong alam mo na dahil hindi ka naman bingi o manhid halos apat na buwan na rin pala at sa apat na buwan na ‘yun unti-unti akong nahuhulog sayo na baka sa huli hindi mo ako masalo. 

Sinubukan kong ibaling yung nararamdaman ko sa iba pero ba’t ganun sayo pa rin tumitibok ‘yung puso ko. Alam mo bang halos araw araw ikaw ung topic ng mga officemates natin kaya ako patuloy at patuloy na na nahuhulog sayo. Alam ko namang hopia na ako una pa lang pero hindi ako sumusuko na baka isang araw magkaroon ka din ng pagtingin sa akin kahit papaano.

Alam mo bang hindi ikaw yung tipo kong lalaki kasi ang ideal guy ko is yung sobrang gwapo, chinito though chinito ka naman pag may amats ka na,yung mayaman basta yung mga ganyang eksena pero nung nakilala kita nabago ang lahat, pinakita mo sa akin kung ano ba yung totoong mundo.

Hindi ka mayaman, sobrang gwapo o chinito pero alam mo bang ikaw yung gusto kong makasama sa hinaharap kasi for me package ka na eh. Yung tipong nagtratrabaho ka sa para sa pamilya mo na hindi mo inuuna yung sarili mo, samantalang ako happy go lucky na walang iniisip na responsibilidad kung hindi sarili ko lang. Hindi ako naaawa sayo instead hinahangaan kita.

Ito na naman bumibilis na naman yung tibok ng puso ko, alam mo bang may mga araw na napapanigipan kita na hanggang isang araw na  alam mong gusto kita pero alam kong laam mo naman na pero siguro para sayo joke lang lahat ng to’ kasi sa tuwing inaaasar tayo may pambawi ako sa kanila para hindi mo paniwalaan kasi natatakot na baka dumating ang isang araw na mailang ka na sa akin lalo’t na at parter tayo.

Siguro hayaan mo na lang muna na mahalin kita, siguro mapapagod din ako pero hanggat may pagtingin ako sayo sana mapansin mo na din ako kaya natatakot ako na isang araw paggising ko wla na yung nararamdaman ko sayo.

Fierce and love,

Jha <3